Fear

At a very young age my mom died because of cancer. My grandma died also because of Leukemia. My grandfather died because of cancer also. Now I have my own family, 2 kids and my husband. They are my life. And I'm afraid to leave them so soon. I don't have cancer and I can say that I'm healthy and I'm trying to have a healthy and balance life. But who knows. This life is not ours to decide. I'm always praying to HIM to give me more time to enjoy my days with my love ones and friends. I know some of my friends know this.. PARANOID ako whenever I'm not feeling well. Every time I heard someone died because of cancer, there's something inside me telling I might get sick and die. I know it's weird. But I can't help it. That's why one of my motto ( parang slam book ) Seize the day and live your life to the fullest. Every night even though Honeypie and cupcakes are sleeping I always whisper to them "I love you!". Don't forget to say I love you to your love ones until you have time. Because when you're gone though you love them so much they can't hear you even when you're shouting.....

Christmas weather

Woke up around 6am then went to "talipapa" inside the subdivision... and I felt the morning cool air.. PASKO NA!.... 57 days to count... There is a Christmas Weather forecast that it will be a white christmas for this year. But of course not in the Philippines....

knotted for 7 years

Time sure goes goes by fast when you're having fun. It's been seven years I've been married to Lee. It's not just one thing that makes us stronger. It's a combination of a lot of things. And it's not so simple to get married. It's not the thought that you're in love with each other but it's just a factor of it.

For seven years, a lot of things happened. A lot of trials and test and it's up to you if you still want it or get out of it.

You must have respect for each other. When we are arguing I know that there are times that I'm not conscious with my voice and sometimes this makes him freak out. So in the middle of our conversation, my respect to him reminds me that I have to tone down my voice and stop talking. Sometimes it's hard to eat our pride but we have to. In order to stop an argument we have to eat our pride and compromise. Compromise is one of the hardes thing to do, we're all human and we all want to get our way. To make a marriage work, you need to find a middle ground on things that you don't agree on.

Second important in marraige is communication. Sometimes husband is not a "mind reader" or I may say "insensitive". Sometimes I just shut up coz I'm pissed off that he's really insensitive on what I need but then after a while or rather an hour of crying I tell him. I may not like what his response will be but at least I told him. So tell him why you're feeling bad and tell him what you feel.

I've learned not to waste your time about small things. You'll both feel bad afterwards and for what, just because he forgot to wipe the sink after he brush his teeth? just because there's a drip of his pee in the bowl? just because he forgot to rinse off the tub after he bath? You have to learn when to let go and not to stir the pot. Do not nitpick. And remember that you're not perfect either!!!!

Economy crisis... Travel Crisis

we all know the status of our economy crisis.. and yes this is worlwide.... the time my hubby read this in the news he told me that to stop making travel arrangements or travel plans in case I'm planning. He emphasize that we need to save enough money in case for the worst that could happen.

Lucky that I have you!

To my honeypie. I dedicate this song for you...

I'm really lucky to be with you... Though I know sometimes you don't feel it. Deep in my heart I do. I'm not sure if he's checking my blog kasi all he reads are news, basketball, economy which really a boring topic for me. In case you come across with my blog. This post is for you.

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Keyanna's Bloopers

1. Scene: Auntie Lay is playing her PSP. I forgot the game but it's for adults
Yndee: Autie pag big na ako pag may dede na ako pwede na ako play nyan?

2. Scene: I scolded yndee for not wearing her slippers so he ask her kuya to get her slippers for her
Yndee: Kuya pakuha nga slippers ko sa babay
Kuya: ok.. wait....
Kuya: Be ( shortcut for baby) nde ko makita eh.
Yndee: Hmpf! ako na nga! ( going down with heavy footsteps .. )

3. Scene: Celebrating new year's eve
Yndee: Tatay new year na... big na ako.. pwede na mag crush?

4. Scene: I will attend a party and ask my "BEAUTICIAN" to help me to be look alike of Beyonce. Yndee is quietly observing and she ask:
Yndee: Boy ka ba or girl?
Nanay: Beh girl sya
Yndee: ikaw din girl?

5. Christmas season and syempre this is the months for kids as they say "Kid's Month" or Kids's Christmas.. Every christmas Yndee has lots of gifts to open. This year 2008 medyo mas may isip na sya. Everytime she will open a gift she will read it out loud like "To Keyanna. Merry Christmas and happy new year! From Ninong/ninang" and then will say "Kuya I have a present again".

6. Setting: Me and Keyanna eating our breakfast together then out of the blue she told me:

keyanna: Nanay, alam mo we watched concert last tuesday. I cried.

Nanay: O bakit ka nag-cry?

keyanna: kasi Lovely song eh.

*actually it's not a blooper. I just want this to include in this list becuase her facial expression when she said "lovely" song it reminds me how sweet she is.

7. setting: inside our room

keyanna: Nanay I want my haircut because my hair is so ugly na.

Nanay: ok later after Tatay's basketball.

Inside the parlor

*Keyanna is expecting to have a shampoo session before her haircut. Pero dahil tipid mode ako we just have her haircut at focus salon ( inside the subdivision) and not at David's salon. While KC ( yun Badet na manggugupit ) is cutting her hair, keyanna is holding a mirror to check her hair and I noticed that she's not satisfied with her hair. So I told KC what keyanna wants --- Rihanna's latest hair style ( the one with bangs ).

At the parlor while KC is doing the right thing =) I heard someone said "aba marunong na bata" and they are all smiling at me. I told them that she just had her haircut last 2 weeks and this is the second


Will update and will try to remember all...

El Nido Planning

Few more days and November is fast approaching... I've been so busy in the office ( what's new???!!!! ) I already have the contact number of the van that will take us to El Nido from Puerto Princesa. I've got the list of the accomodations available in El Nido.

Here's the list of the Islands in El Nido.

Tour A

• Small laggon
• Big Lagoon
• Simezu Island
• Intalula

Tour B

• Snake Island
  
• Pinasil
  
• Cudungon cave
  
• Inagbuyutan

Tour C

• matinloc
• Taiputan ( Secret Beach )
  

Tour D

• paradise island
• Ugbuyan bay
• Commando
  

Well, the resort said that you can have a combination of all tours and of course a different fee....

I already have the proposal of Dos Palmas for our Puerto Princesa Tour. So all I need is to pay.... hmm.. payment?? I will wait till I got the extra money we're waiting.. hehehehe

I still need to finalize our accomodation at El Nido. Minoloc and Lagen is really a nice resort but definitely out of my budget.. ( Lee will not agree in case I will insist but he's targetting Amanpulo next time.. woohoo!!! ). El Dorado is nice and also on top of my list is Lally and Abet Resort.

This will be our last travel for the year.... Hmmm.. where will be our next???

No Connection for 3 months!!!

I can't take it anymore.... I have so many things to blog.. I've been away from this world for 3 months... So many things happened... We moved in to our new house.. Yes our new house.. Finally we nailed it for the third time... Well you can't have everything.. We have a new home but then I have no internet... I've been calling globelines for 3 months and yet still counting.. no Internet connection at all. I'm blogging in our office.. I usually post in my blogspot account. But I can't take it anymore... I feel so burn out in the office for few long weeks... I need some diversion....