Wednesday, November 28, 2007

What is the meaning of FRIEND

I never imagine that someone would say that "I was betrayed".
Never in my life would do such thing to betray a FRIEND.

betray: bi'trey
1. Reveal unintentionally
2. Deliver to an enemy by treachery
3. Disappoint, prove undependable to; abandon, forsake
4. Be sexually unfaithful to one's partner in marriage
5. Give away information about somebody

For just nonsense thing to me I didn't know that I betrayed my friend.
Maybe I was too insensitive. Maybe for me it's not a big deal. Yes it's not
a big deal to me the fact that it does not involve our friendship.

I just can't accept why would a friend used that word. I'm not a perfect person
nor an angel with a halo. I'm just MARO who also enjoys nonsensical things sometimes.

Do I really know what a friend is? I may have hurt you but never in my life want to betray a friend.
I love my friends... really.. someone can attest ( I hope so ) to this...

After hearing this word I can't help it but cried. Can't described the pain. I felt that I am such a loser.
I konw it is his right to get mad. But I just hope that he didn't use this word to me. I can accept the fact
that I hurt you but I cannot accept that I betrayed you. You've been part of my life especially when I'm down.
Do you think I'm capable of doing such thing that will let you go away?

I'm sorry for what I have done. I'm sorry if I hurted you but I cannot accept that I betrayed you.

God defend me from my friends; from my enemies I can defend myself.